by M. Regina Cram
Adapted from the subject’s YouTube video
My name is Madison Taylor Brooks. I’m 14 years old, and on October 17th, I died.
We were on the highway when the semi came out of nowhere. Our SUV flipped three times.
Then I was floating. I watched them pull my body from the wreckage.
The scene faded to a tunnel of light, and I saw Jesus. Light poured from him. He knew every unkind text I’d ever sent, yet he loved me completely.
“Madison.” When he said my name, it sounded like music. I felt such peace.
“Am I dead?” I asked.
“For a little while,” he said. “But first, I must show you something important.”
Suddenly, we were in a room with floating screens, each with someone hunched over, scrolling mindlessly, eyes empty. Around each person were these… shadows – dark figures whispering into their ears. “Those are the enemy’s workers,” Jesus said. “They speak lies through the screens.” Jesus looked sad. “These are children I love, but they cannot hear me anymore”
He showed me a screen where a girl was scrolling through Instagram, crying. Jesus explained, “She believes she’s worthless because she doesn’t look like the perfect images she sees. Six hours every day she compares herself to lies.” I felt sick because… that was me.
On another screen, a boy was playing a violent game. “He hasn’t slept more than four hours a night for three years,” Jesus said. “The games were designed to be addictive. His parents don’t know he’s playing until 3 a.m. every night.”
Jesus showed me kids sending cruel messages while laughing. Girls are taking inappropriate pictures to get attention. Boys were watching violent and sexual content that made the shadows dance with glee.
“Madison,” Jesus said, “Do you know how many hours of your life you’ve spent looking at a screen?”
I shook my head. He showed me sitting on the couch while my grandma tried to tell me stories about her childhood. But I was engrossed in YouTube.
“8,422 hours,” Jesus said quietly.” That was a year of my life.
“The enemy has found a way into every home, every bedroom, every mind. Parents give their children these devices without understanding they’re handing them poison in small, addictive doses.”
Then Jesus showed me hundreds of moments he’d tried to speak to me, but I’d reached for my phone instead. Tears streamed down my face. “I’m sorry,” I said. “I didn’t know.”
Jesus put his arm around me. “You’re seeing this because others need to know.”
“But I want to stay with you.”
“I’m always with you, Madison. But people need to hear this.”
He touched my forehead, and suddenly I was pulled back. Pain. So much pain. Beeping machines. Someone yelling, “We have a pulse!” I gasped for air, my chest burning like I’d swallowed fire. A breathing tube was down my throat.
When they finally removed the tube, my first words were, “Where’s my phone?” “Honey, it was destroyed in the crash,” Mom explained. I started crying, not because I missed my phone. I was relieved it was gone.
When I came home from the hospital, I asked everyone to put their phones in a basket. Then I told them about Jesus. About the screens, the shadows, the time we’d lost. Dad cried. I’d never seen him cry.
We’re different now. We place our devices in a basket during family time. We play board games on Friday nights. Dad stopped bringing his laptop home from work.
One friend deleted Snapchat after hearing what I saw. She’d been feeling anxious and sad but didn’t know why. Now she knows.
Just for one day, put your phone down. Jesus said the enemy can’t create anything. He can only distort what God made, and he’s convinced us that our phones fill our need for love. They don’t.
Parents, please hear me. Your kids need you to be brave, to set boundaries they can’t set for themselves.
I’m just a 14-year-old girl who died and came back different. But I know what I saw. I know we can’t keep living with heads down, thumbs scrolling, hearts empty.
My name is Madison Taylor Brooks. I died on October 17th. Jesus sent me back to tell you this.
M. Regina Cram is a published author and a parishioner of SS. Isidore and Maria Parish.